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Discussion Topic: Rachel's Diary
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debbierose |
08-29-2009 @ 8:08 AM
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Yeah, I was the one who got hurt as well.
I've loved him all my life, and if the truth be known, I still love him. But there you are.
Anyway, back at the ranch as they say..................
I'm glad to hear that your a strong person, good for you girl!
And hey, I'm always here if you need a chat, you can't get rid of me that easily! Eh, hope the thought of that doesn't make you cry more.....  haha
Emmmmmmmm, I could do with a bit of rebuilding.....
Trouble is, it would cost them more than $6m to even get started on me! heehee 
I wonder if they except weekly payment terms???? 
Well Rachel, chin up girl, do what you feel you have to do and remember................. at the end of the day, my bum is still gonna look bigger than yours no matter how many reds I take!  heehee
Take care, thinking of you,
Debs
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08-29-2009 @ 8:29 AM
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I don't know if I can, or want to compete with another woman for him. He's known her for 20+ years, and only recently we've been back in touch with her (she's he ex of one of his oldest friends). They've been texting each other and although he says nothing has happened, i've seen what they've said to each other and feel extremely betrayed by both of them.
I will get through it though, I will walk away with my head held high and my ass wiggling like Marilyn Monroe in Some Like it Hot... in the words of the great Jim Bowen... lets have a look at what you could have won!
Rachel x
still no ticker!
Official (nurse) stats
28/05/09 116kg
24/06/09 110kg
23/07/09 108kg
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08-29-2009 @ 8:49 AM
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Oh heck!
Did he come out straight and tell you or did you find out by the texts?
I love and adore your attitude Rachel, I wish I was as strong as you girl!
One thing is sure though!
Your ass is definatly going to look better than Marilyn's now!!!
Who's ever been able to say that then eh!
Well lets face it Rachel, he's had the star prize, so all that's left to have now is the booby prize!!
Good on ya girl!
Debs
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Macduff |
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08-29-2009 @ 9:02 AM
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I suspected something was going on, so went through his phone when he was asleep - I know it's not really the done thing in a marriage, but there were other factors that led up to it too.
You know what, I am strong, I will get through it whether he wants me back or not - I love him with all my heart and don't want to lose him, but if that's how the cards get dealt I'll play (and I bet I win too!)
Rachel x
still no ticker!
Official (nurse) stats
28/05/09 116kg
24/06/09 110kg
23/07/09 108kg
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08-29-2009 @ 9:14 AM
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Oh Rachel hun, I am so sorry to hear you are going through such bad times (((hugs)))
You certainly sound strong though and will hopefully come out of this even stronger (I'm cr@p with words but you know what I mean!!)
Always here with a shoulder if you need it!!
Mel
XXXXXXX
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08-29-2009 @ 11:52 AM
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Hello Rachel. It takes a lot to make me log on these days but reading this post (I always think of you as the Jelly Babie of your time)made me do it. Oh those creatures with the dangly bits, we can't live with them and don't want to live without them. Keep strong and don't let him get the better of you - he's the loser.
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Macduff |
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08-29-2009 @ 12:30 PM
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Celt, thank you - I was surprised to see you'd posted, and I really really appreciate the "jellybaby" reference.
I'd love to say I won't let him beat me, but the pain I'm feeling at the moment is horrendous and so he's winning.
He may be winning this round, but I will come out on top by the end of the match!
Rachel x
still no ticker!
Official (nurse) stats
28/05/09 116kg
24/06/09 110kg
23/07/09 108kg
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debbierose |
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08-29-2009 @ 1:54 PM
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Come on girl, you said your not going to be beaten! Get that chin held up high!!
I've just been going through your gallery, for some reason I haven't done that before, I don't know why!?
What a great smile you have, you make damn sure it's still on your face my girl, no matter how much he's hurt you. Bung on your warpaint, put on that smile of yours and don't let him get the better of you!
You said it wasn't the done thing going through his phone. If he was daft enough to leave text messages or whatever it was on his phone, then he deserves to be caught out. Maybe he left evidence on there knowing that you would find it so he wouldn't have to tell you himself. I'm only saying that because in my own experience, men can be cowards and will do anything to get out of facing a woman themselves. Oh I've had it done to me bigtime! My heart is still broken after 5yrs of not seeing the man I love after loving him all my life.
Like I said before Rachel, you do what you have to do and do what's best for you!!!!
We are here to give you support if and when you need it.
Keep intouch so I know your ok.
Debs
xxx
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Macduff |
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08-29-2009 @ 8:45 PM
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Saturday evening
I still don't know where I stand, I even went to see him and ask him outright if he still wanted me (yes I actually did that) he says he doesn't know what he wants (I do... didn't say that though lol)
He wants a couple of days to think and says he'll come and see me on Monday before lunchtime.
So, tomorrow my day is planned as follows:
Get up and go to gym
workout for an hour
sauna, steam room, jacuzzi, shower
home and change into something fantastic
pub for an hour or so with Denise (or alone.. who knows)
I will not put my life on hold while he decides who he wants to be with. Yes I want him - with all my heart I want him, but I'm 41 not 14 and I'm old enough and experienced enough to know that there's no point trying to flog a dead horse!
On a more serious note, I've still not been able to eat (don't shout at me, I know what trouble I'm in - I really can't face food). It's been hard because the problems at home have taken it's toll on me emotionally and I've totally lost my appetite. However, now that I'm a bit more calm, even though I have no idea whether my marriage will survive, I will try and eat something later.
Thank you for your kind words of support - I want to believe that I'm on the right road... and only time and a box of Kleenex will tell
Rachel x
still no ticker!
Official (nurse) stats
28/05/09 116kg
24/06/09 110kg
23/07/09 108kg
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08-29-2009 @ 9:25 PM
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Hi Rachel,
Just wanted to let you know that I'm routing for you.
Like Celt (waves to celt xx) I don't really post on here anymore, but do come in every now and again to read your diary.
Keep your chin up, and fight for your man.
Big massive hugs
Sharon xxx
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