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Discussion Topic: Rachel's Diary
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08-31-2009 @ 2:32 PM
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No, he's not been back yet!
enjoy the warm weather... that'll be the last until next May!
Rachel x
still no ticker!
Official (nurse) stats
28/05/09 116kg
24/06/09 110kg
23/07/09 108kg
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debbierose |
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09-01-2009 @ 6:40 AM
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Morning Rachel.
Are you ok??
I hope you and Phil sorted out what you needed to, if he came back and saw you.
You didn't post anymore yesterday so I presume you were sorting things out for yourself. I hope things went ok for you and I hope your ok.
Debs
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09-01-2009 @ 8:51 AM
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Oh Rach sorry about what you ar going through i wouldn't say i know because we are all different. i have had my share of hearbreaks and that meant no food no sleep until i got hold of myself. anyway be strong in whatever ddecision he gives but don't give up on weight loss soon enough he will realise what he lost. you are a good person who has kept us all going and in good spirits. you have a good heart...take care...
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Macduff |
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09-01-2009 @ 9:03 AM
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He's back
We met up last night, and talked... and talked... and
talked
He is a fool, and has a lot of ground to make up, but
he's back and that's the first step.
I think I must have felt that it would work because I
had a sandwich last night and it went down without
forcing (even had some toast for my breakfast!)
I could not have got through this weekend without the
support I've had, and for that I'm extremely grateful.
So, whilst it's not quite business as usual, it is back
on the road and that's a start!
Rachel x
still no ticker!
Official (nurse) stats
28/05/09 116kg
24/06/09 110kg
23/07/09 108kg
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debbierose |
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09-01-2009 @ 10:21 AM
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Good luck Rachel.
I hope everything works out the way you want it to.
Best wishes,
Debs
xx
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debbierose |
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09-02-2009 @ 1:35 PM
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Hi Rachel,
How are you doing, is everything going ok for you so far? I do hope so.
Keep intouch so we know your ok. 
Debs
xx
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Macduff |
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09-02-2009 @ 8:33 PM
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Hey Debs,
No, not so great - he came back on Monday and left again today.
He says he needs time away to sort his head out and try to work out what he wants.
I've said i'll give him the time but do want to know after 2 weeks what is going on and where i stand so I can get my life in order.
Other than that... everything's just rosy! lol
Rachel x
still no ticker!
Official (nurse) stats
28/05/09 116kg
24/06/09 110kg
23/07/09 108kg
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debbierose |
09-03-2009 @ 6:44 AM
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Morning Rachel,
Oh flaming hell! ( Thats being polite! )
I thought he HAD decided what he wanted when you talked on Monday, and he came back!
To me that was just getting your hopes up thinking that you were both getting back on track. He should have told you before he came back that he needed more time to think.
Sorry Rachel I know it's none of my business but that just got my goat. sorry.
The question is.......how are you bearing up, are you ok?
Have you started to sleep and eat properly again yet? Because another 2 wks of you not eating is NOT a good idea.
Have you got some friends around you that you can chat with and have a tipple or two with?
I will be able to dash on here early tomorrow morning before I go for my tattoo and then go away for the weekend. So let me know how you are, ok?
Take care Rachel
Debs
xx
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Macduff |
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09-03-2009 @ 8:21 AM
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I'm going to be OK I think, I've told my family and
they are being supportive - and I know that whatever
happens I'm going to survive it. I'm so brave until I
talk to him then I fall to bits like a wet tissue.
At the moment I'm in denial... my mind is not letting
me believe that he's gone - he's just gone away for a
couple of weeks (like on a holiday) and he'll be back.
Of course in a couple of weeks it may be totally
different, but I just want to live in this "reality"
for a little while longer.
Have a great weekend, and plenty of brisk sea walks!
Rachel x
still no ticker!
Official (nurse) stats
28/05/09 116kg
24/06/09 110kg
23/07/09 108kg
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debbierose |
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09-03-2009 @ 8:48 AM
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I'm glad you've told your family and they are supporting you. I forgot to ask how your son is taking it, I hope he's ok. I'm sure he's looking after his mum, and buying her lots of flowers!!!
Eh.......he's 18 right? Oh well, no flowers then, don't want to use up his beer money does he! 
I know you WILL survive it Rachel, your not a quitter. And I know exactly what you mean when you say how you go when you go to talk to him, I've done that myself with someone, many a time. But I was more like Niagra Falls when I spoke to him! 
Like I said Rachel, you do whats best for you.
Your not daft, you know when to come back to the real world as it were.
Look after yourself ok, and I will chat with you on Monday.
I've done my last workout today for the week, so I'm praying that the weather is going to be ok on Costa - del- Canvey Island, so I can get my sea air walks in!
I will enjoy the weekend either way!
Take care,
Debs
xxx
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